A weekend of crying and cumming (Real)

I feel as though this weekend I have been pushed quite far. Each time Master and I play together we always seem to cover new ground in some sort of way, Friday night was no exception.

Previously I have said about wanting to be made to cry, generally from more emotional hurt rather than pain, I half got what I wanted, but it wasn’t quite what we were expecting. I was tied on my back, legs up, and arms above my head. I was wearing a ball gag, and could see my exposed cunt in the TV screen, as Master had rigged up his camera to the show me. It’s an odd feeling getting off on watching your own body!

There were 2 bowls of water, one with ice cubes and one with warm water, a little too warm for my liking, but not that I really had much say in the matter. He did realise though.

He had the metal toys separated in each bowl, and kept on changing them inside me, the feeling of the cold after the warm was a particular favourite. Whilst I was enjoying the change of temperature, he put the wand on my clit, I was getting a bit noisy so a pillow was placed over my face, all was good so far…

I could see him get the clover clamps, and attach them to my nipples, now I have a real problem with being able to stand them for too long, seeing as I had lost my nicer clips, these were the ones I was getting instead. I was very much starting to enjoy them on my nipples, and started to feel very close to cumming. Then is happened… he move the clips and had a little play with them, moving them about, which in turn made me scream a real scream not a pleasure scream in to the gag and pillow.

My close to orgasm feeling disappeared, my nipples, felt intensely painful as he took off the clamps, the wand was still going, I was hysterically crying, not able to catch my breath. Even though I knew at the time I would get off on this at a later date, I still couldn’t help but be upset. He lifted the pillow, and carried on a bit more, he got the message that I was nowhere near cumming, and stopped.

I felt weak and vulnerable, as he undone my bonds and cradled me in his arms. This was unexpected, as neither of us set out to make me cry. Being reduced to tears is a massive turn on for me, and I’m glad Master did not stop at the point. Being a slave is about being pushed, it is what I want, and have asked for, but in no means is it easy.

The fun didn’t stop there, after a little rest; I was put back in the bonds, in a similar position. Master started to play with me, using the wand on my clit, and fingering my wet pussy. I was still feeling a little fragile, but was starting to ease up a bit more. Master then started to finger fuck my ass. My climax was building up and up and up! I could not believe how much it was building; it took hold, and went through me. Waves of pleasure over and over again, from head to toe. I have never had a cum quite like it, so powerful and intense.

I could not catch my breath afterwards, it really did knock me sideways, tears started to flow, again! Hugging me tightly in his arms, Master was whispering “Good girl” to me.

I wonder if the orgasm was so intense as my emotional state was altered by getting upset and afraid earlier on.

Last night was pretty eventful as well. I’m going to try and remember what happened as it feels pretty blurry to me right now.

Oh that’s it, I was tied on my back, with my arms above my head, Master was playing with electric toys on my clit. He was enjoying watching me squirm about.

He stopped to try and think where some of his other electric toys were, and he was looking at me. Feeling a bit feisty I asked him, what would happen if I unclipped my hands, as I thought I could reach. He just said in a warning tone “You can try it, if you really want…”

So I did..

He pounced on me as soon as they were undone, flipped me over and dragged me down the bed and held me there. He started to push a toy into my bum, making me wriggle around a bit, it was hard to take at first, I think as the thought of a punishment had made me nervous. He could see I was struggling, but he wanted me to take more, so he handed me the wand.

The wand being on my clit, and him fucking my arse with the toy made me cum quite nicely, I asked him for mercy, but he didn’t stop. It was becoming to hard to take, so I put the wand back on my clit, not because it felt nice at that point, but because it changed the pain to pleasure pain, as he pushed the bigger plug up there.

Master flipped me over on to my back, propped my hips up with a pillow, took out the toy then started to penetrate my ass with his throbbing cock. He proceeded to fuck me a little bit harder, I was trying to train my ass to not need anything on my clit whilst being ass fucked. It started to feel really good! I was asking him to go harder and harder, pushing myself against the wall, so he could thrust deeper and deeper into my hole. Eventually he came hard, making me squeal a bit, then told me to look into his eyes as he spurted his spunk into me.

After his cock came out of my bum, I put the wand back on my clit, as I was so in need of a good cum, as I did, Master poured the condom into my mouth, I swallowed his tasty cum.

My climax didn’t take long to build up, before it took over my body, I let the wand go, and was looking forward to enjoying the after cum high, instead, Master held my hands together and held the wand to my clit, forcing me to cum, over and over again. And then some more! I got weaker with each cum, until he stopped…

I felt very light headed, and faded away a little. I started to come round to find him gently tying me up, then coming to hug me as I came down. It was a beautifully intense session.

Today we had some fun in the shower, Master has a large shower, which is nice to play in. I have been getting better with deep throating, and also been getting used to the medical gag. After we were all nice and clean Master started asking me to tell him about what we had done this weekend, as I was mentioning all the fun, I saw he had the bar of soap I had brought from the supermarket, in his hand. Rubbing it over his fingers he saw me stop and look at him, he asked me to continue.

He pushed his soap covered fingers into my mouth, rubbing them all round, telling me how much of a dirty girl I am. His hands came out, I rinsed my mouth out with water, and saw him with the soap again, this time soaping up his cock. He told me to get down on my knees and check how clean it is with my mouth. I said no and couple of times, and then he dragged me down by my hair, he forced himself into my mouth. The soap was making me gag.

He washed off the soap, I stayed on the floor and he came back and started to fuck my throat, going all the way down as far as he could. It felt amazing, and so difficult. I was left coughing while he went out, and came back with the medical gag, and fastened it on me. It was almost easier to take him, but also harder. He had a few goes, before I was a little sick. Then showered it away and carried on, this made my clit pulse even more, and even though I was in the shower, I think I was still very wet down below, from my own juices.

Master took the medical gag off, left me kneeling with the water running over me. Grabbing my hair he looked into my eyes and asked me if I enjoyed it, I said yes, and he spat on my face, then said how it had turned him on too. Turning the shower to cold he held it on me for a few seconds, I tried to leave, but he held me back in the cold stream of water. Turning it off he left me on the floor in a shivering heap. I did warm up fast though, seeing as it has been a hot day.

Oh what a fun weekend 🙂

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